I’ve taken a break. I’ve been at it for about an hour now and have barely made a dent.
I’m never doing this again. This is the second time I’ve had to do a mountain of dishes. Granted, this time I volunteered to do them since I hadn’t done dishes since our last party towards the end of March because I had been so busy with tutorial.
But this is ridiculous. The roomies could have done some of the dishes instead of leaving me with the Mt. Everest of cutlery and food ware.
After this, I am ONLY washing whatever I make. Nothing more, nothing less.
EDIT: So, there are dishes that have been sitting for at least 2 weeks. They are absolutely disgusting. Nothing is coming off. I’ve washed every single dish I’ve done so far two times. There’s multiple layers of grease and food, it’s so gross.
There as a pitcher that had sangria in it from like 2 weeks ago. No one even threw out the fruit. The oranges at the bottom were green, and I got drunk just from the smell.
Short, sweet, and to the point, roomie #1 always has to be right.
She has to be right about everything, and it’s annoying because she mistakes her opinions for rightful facts and will argue with you about why your opinions are WRONG and why she’s RIGHT or the stuff she likes or does is BETTER. It’s just like….POJGOIHGJDGHOGU SHUT UP! Stop arguing like your OPINIONS are FACTS. YOU ARE NOT RIGHT!
She’s a beer snob, a music snob, and she thinks she’s better because she “actually likes her tutorial, and she’ll never hate it because it’s interesting so it will never stress her out.”
You’d think I would have adapted to this by now. But here’s the problem, I have to be right, too. If you are genuinely opposed to my opinion, and you provide logical reasons why, then fine. I will agree to disagree with you and move on. But when you try to make yourself out to be better than me based on your opinion, FUCK THAT. Then I will argue back until I’m blue in the face. There is nothing more annoying than someone who makes themselves out to be better than you based on a differing opinion.
If you want to see the drama drag out, it’s on my one FB picture of me eating my tutorial button. There were times when I was a bit bitchy, but I tried to play it off and end the discussion at one point, and she kept going. So I kept going.
Ugh, I know I shouldn’t let it get to me, and I have cooled down since then, but still…it’s just really annoying how she always has to be right about everything in the world. I actually felt my heart rate go up because I was getting so worked up over her responses.
I’ve come to notice there are a lot of things about her personality that I don’t like. I feel like once I graduate this year, our friendship will kind of…fade. I’m close to her, but not that close. We always say we’ll hang out over the summer and we never do. Maybe like…once or twice when she has a party at her house. She doesn’t ask me to hang out, and I’m always busy and usually never make plans to begin with so…I don’t see us hanging out over the summer very much. She just does so much that annoys me.
Anywho, that’s all. I’m not going to write an angry novel like I did last time. Just needed to come on here where I have privacy from friends and family who would blab about this. Like I said, ranting helps me calm down, whether I’m writing it out or taking with a friend about it.
Celebratory Tumblr post in honor of finishing my tutorial.
This is my I-stayed-awake-all-night-but-I-finished-my-God-damned-tutorial face. So attractive, amirite?
It’s finally finished.
That beast of an undergrad senior thesis is done.
I’ve put it off for so long because I hated it so much and didn’t want to work on it, but it’s due to the office of Academic Affairs this Friday, and my tutor has only been asking to see what I have for the last 2.5 weeks so she can edit it before I turn it in.
Also, my field placement wanted a copy of it, and they wanted it today. That’s why I stayed up all night to finish it.
I just made it to the 30 page minimum. It’s so shitty and fluffed up with superfluous crap, but I don’t even care.
All I need from it is a passing grade, which will lead me one step closer to getting my degree and getting the hell out of here.
I can’t wait to hear what my passive aggressive tutor will have to say to me today for turning it in so late. Again, I just don’t care. I don’t care how bad they think it is, as long as it’s good enough for a passing grade (which I think it is; it’s not COMPLETE shit, let’s just say I’ve written better things).
So now I wait to see what edits my tutor can crank out in 2 days, fix what I can, and turn it in to the OoAA this Friday, and give my final board presentation next Tuesday and I’m done.
There’s still some small things here and there I have to do i.e. get a copy bound and make an electronic copy to turn into the library. But once THAT’S done, then that’s it. I’m finished. I’ll no longer have to stare at my computer in dread forcing myself to at least write a sentence and hate myself for not having enough will to do that.
I feel like I’d be happier right now, or at least feel more euphoric or victorious if I wasn’t exhausted. I’m not at that point where I’m about to collapse in a heap and sleep for days. I’m still on that…technology induced sleep deprivation high (?) where I don’t feel tired, even though I know I should. I know that once I move away from my computer and start going about my day I’m not going to be able to keep my eyes open. The nice thing is though, I only have to make it until about 2 today. Get through my meeting, then class, then head to CHS to turn in my tutorial and talk with my departing supervisor. Then I can head home and collapse on my bed and sleep all the way until tomorrow afternoon.
It’s gonna be great.
EDIT: I can’t collapse in a heap because I need to finish editing my tutorial today because I have to turn it in tomorrow so that my board can pick up their copies of my tutorial and read it over the weekend. This way, they’ll know all that they need to, and be ready to assault me with questions and critiques on Tuesday when I give my final presentation.
Whatevsies. Like I said, as long as it’s good enough that I pass and can graduate. Cool. I wasn’t looking to get my work published or present it at a conference or anything. I just want it to be done so I can stop worrying about it.
So I’ll probably be up for the majority of tonight as well because right now I’m going to take a nap. Then I’m going out for sushi (vegetarian on my part) with my roommate, AND THEN I’ll start working on editing.